Jessie (jessiesk) wrote,
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yadda yadda + weather and random stuff... you can see I'm not much on these titles can't you? :P

It rained again...skies just got darker around 2-3PMish and it started raining a bit didn't notice the first time around as I was napping at the time because I was in one of those "if I don't sleep now I'm not gonna do any good when it'll come to school work" moments...

Although I suspect my allergies spiking up had something to do with it as well (and acted as a weather forewarning thing, I get really irky that way when the weather changes, my allergies spike up due to the quick changes in the weather,) though I took my allergy meds prior to that. Still think I oughta pay my eye doc a visit at some stage; there oughta be something she can give me that'll WORK without putting me in a "duuuh.. what's my name?" state....may call her up on Saturday to check it out...maybe she can suggest something that doesn't make me look like I'm in withdrawal from something or other....

Course fact that I need extremely high dozages of any meds or they won't plain work may have something to do with the current meds always seemingly to KO me out flatly if I take a double dozage, as the 'normal' dozage don't work...and if it does it's only for less than an hour... confused yet? I know I am...

granted, I shouldn't play with meds dozages myself, it's not safe...wouldn't wanna accidentally overdoze, although the leaflets don't say anything about extreme cases of OD....you just never know...

Once the irritation starts up in the eyes and if it's not contained in time it spreads to my head, giving me on heckuva migrane, then the rest kinda goes downhill from there...sucks, because I like to move around and do stuff as opposed to lie around and sleep when the meds take effect... :: grumbles :: what's worse is I'm the last person around to take any meds for whatever reason, but this one hits me so hard I don't think I have a choice... not to take meds here would be just plain stupid...

I've got so many unfinished projects hanging on (not counting college stuff, that's just starting and as usual that takes priority unless I get a really creative idea that I have to implement right away) that it's no longer funny or good....and I can't do any of them for a long time at a stretch because I trail off and start rambling and lose the plot entirely...which isn't good either...

I want an insomaniac night or two or three in a row! That way I can finish everything! (Hey happened before!) but noooo when you want 'em they don't come around....

edit: oh wait.. I just had a sort of insomaniac thing on the 19th, didn't I? still want more... ^^ that was just a warm up really... I mean.. typical three hours sleep a night is basically what I get everyday at some stage.. well three to five hours... very rarely I get eight or more...
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