Di,

Where do I begin? You’re definitely on the top on the list of people I trust; a very short list in itself since I rarely open up so much to anyone I know. You’re one of the few who knows what truly lies behind the tough, no nonsense exterior that I carry around with me.

From the moment I e-mailed you for the first time, to comment on your site, on February 26th 2000 to four (almost 5) years later… You’ve shown me what it really means to have and to be a true friend. You’ve been there for me when I needed you despite having to deal with your own problems. It’s funny how over the last four years we’ve grown to be like sisters. It’s funny how it makes me cry as I type this, but it doesn’t make it any less false on how I feel about your kindness amongst other things.

No exaggeration, you’ve even saved my life. If it weren’t for you I’m not sure where I’d be now, if I would be anywhere at all.

You’re nice, too nice to some people; a niceness which in turn lets some of them walk over you and causes you pain and aggravation in the end, to say the least; you get things thrown your way that you certainly don’t deserve; and frankly I wish I could have some of your annoyance in terms of people bugging you on messengers and e-mailing you about something or other.

You’re funny, crazy even, which is good when you’re as creative as you are.

Moreover, I truly admire your patience with me or otherwise. I can’t say I’ve been a positive person every time we chat, but I appreciate your support, I’m sure many other people who you supported in one way or another appreciate it as well. Just know it’s not one sided. I’m there for you as well should you ever need me as much as I needed you.

There are very few people like you out there. I’m thankful to have found a true friend and a sister in you.

:: beat beat :: oh wait....

Matt,

can't say I know a lot about you outside of the RP times, as we don't really chat that much out of RP sessions; which I think we should, but I know we're both busy with stuff so it's kinda hard to catch each other online sometime, anyway. I hope it can be changed, because I'd like to get to know you better than I do now. Although the lack of chatting could be because we may not have enough in common to chat a lot about something, but who knows...

I'm glad your web designing skills aren't going to waste. and I do admire your creativity as well, and your sense of humor. I suppose that comes from being creative too.. ;) And you're sneaky in RP plots, in a good way...you never know what to expect with you there, which is a bonus but can be a curse as well depending on who looks at it and how you look at it.

Life's certainly dealt you your share of problems as well, and although I don't know the full extent of them, it shows nevertheless. I just want you to know, should you ever need a shoulder to lean on, I'm here...

Glad to have you back with us in the RP!

Annu,

when I first 'met' you, you were pregnant with L'il PK, that's about all I knew about you. Then I took a break from the RPG for more than half a year, a move that I still regret for various reasons, one of them being is I didn't get a chance to get to know you better before I dissapeared.

Now that I've returned, I've had a chance to get to know you a bit better...I do like to chat with people I role play with, outside of the RPG timings and constraints. Because that way the role playing comunity really becomes a community, a family of sorts. (if that makes sense) at least that way the muns will understand eachother better...

You're fun to Role Play with even if we do have our share of disagreements regarding what either one of us says in character or even out of character.

You're quite creative, creating all those characters, how many boxes full of 'em do you have now?...and writing all those bios...And from what I've seen of your art-work, you're a great artist as well. Keep it up!

You got a family to take care off, yet you still manage to make these RPG sessions. That's quite rare, most married people with kids I know don't really do the sort of role playing. (I mean... based on a cartoon? not that it's bad...but it just shows you're fun since you still enjoy a good cartoon. There are very few people like you out there...)You're definitely fun to be around, don't let anyone else say otherwise!

And you've been a great help to me with the summaries over the past few weeks/months of our role playing sessions.

I may be younger than you, however don't hesitate to approach me to talk about a problem or an issue you may have regarding anything at all; or just drop by to say hi. I don't bite; I try to keep that for people who make noise in the library, not my friends ;)

I hope we will get a chance to chat more often than we do now.

I'm not getting all my comments e-mailed to me... :: glare at LJ.com or her e-mail as the case may very well be ::

Ashers... we don't talk much...we really should... only I don't really show up on MSN that much now do I? heh, blame my ISP for that, their never ending search for being the Internet Service Pain instead of a provider.. stupid monopolies....

Ahem.. anyways.... you've been missing out plots (good thing for the summaries, if you just weren't lazy to read 'em too... ;)) and you haven't really that active in the RPgs, although we all know why; -- it's hard to jump in once a plot has been started...and sometimes I may look like I'm giving you the brush off, I'm not, it just gets difficult to handle several characters at once and have them all be played out as they should be.

I don't really know what to say ^^ not really knowing that much about you ^^